So as I lay here alone my loneliness surrounds me
No matter how much I try to get used to the idea of being alone it just doesn't seem right or fair
The man I loved, didn't love me back
Many years wasted, unnecessary pain endured
Now I struggle to move on
Its been three years and I still cant seem to get it together
The first time I attempt to allow someone in that space....
It doesn't work out for me
Thinking about him today annoyed the stink out of me
I chose to deal with the ridiculousness that was that man because I didn't want to deal with the craziness of the new guys. Why must we kiss so many frogs before we find our prince?
That's exactly how I feel most nights. Its like you took the words right out of my mouth.
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