Limits

Jump!
How high?

Now cry!
Until I'm dehydrated?

Love me!
Even when you don't love yourself?

I keep trying to deny it, I keep trying to fight it. But the more it surrounds me the harder it is to fight it. It all comes down to this, it is EXTREMELY difficult to love some one who doesn't love their self. Its not impossible, but you have to admit it provides it's own challenge. A person who doesn't love their self cant understand why you love them. They may make up superficial reasons to satisfy their inquiry, but in the end they will feel as though your love isn't enough in some way shape or form. I stand on the precipice of this realization as I watch the love that caused my existence cause me to question why I care. Quite simply my love and willing to be there for you wasn't enough to cause you to love yourself enough to honor my simple request. Alas, frustration and irritation for no reason, no good reason that is. If you don't love yourself, how can I love you? If you don't love yourself, how could you ever teach me to love myself. You may say the right thing, and feel the right way, but without the ability to show me the right way its as if you've taught me NOTHING! I am so disappointed in you. Indecision clouds my mind, can you ever be who I need you to be? I can accept you for who you are, but I cant keep spinning my wheels with you by caring. Loving you from a distance is my resolve, doesn't make me happy. But its necessary for all of our sanity.