And the shoe drops

Can it just be said that loving someone who constantly puts ANYONE ahead of you, BUT demands to be in front of everyone else does not work. You may have figured this out on your own, but I tell you. I am the slowest learner in this "Love" Game. My parents were good people who happened to love each other the right way right away. I'm so thankful they found each (not just because I am a product of their love) but because they deserve each other. Now me and my sibs on the other hand, we grew up in that love and then went forth out into the world. None of us are prepared for what lays out here. All these idiots who want to exploit your innocence. Its a cruel, cruel world. My short lived re-entry to the love world came to a screeching HALT Friday morning. With the excited exclamation that you wanted to take someone else the place that you promised to take me, I kicked myself for being so dumb. How many years are we going to play this game? How many times will I feel this way? Two days after our embrace I knew it wasn't gonna work, but I kind of hoped the good vibes would last a little longer. It was nice to see you without any trauma attached. It was nice to smile at you, and feel like you were welcomed in my home. But alas here we are. My emotions raging inside me, and you have no idea. Man! This place seems so familiar. Oh yea, that's right... I don't belong here.
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 Dust yourself off, this time you only lost a kiss to him. It could've been worse. I just wish that when the other shoe dropped it didn't then take on a new life and stomp all over my head. Oh well. Here's to eternal singleness!