What is the BEST kiss you've ever had?
All the sudden I decided I wanted to talk about this.The best kiss and first kiss (I mean time kissing someone) I've ever had was in high school. I cant even put into words what made that kiss so special to me. Maybe it was the fact for the FIRST TIME
EVER the person I liked,
liked me back. Maybe that has something to do with it. LOL! But yes my eyes roll into my head when I think about it even to this day.
Fast forward a couple years, and I remember telling someone that a kiss is a form of affection. And just like with anything else with me, I don't just give my kisses to just anyone. Then fast forward some more years and the guy that I whine about on here. Yea him... there was a period where we stopped kissing. I don't know why, all the sudden I felt inadequate to do it, from which I don't think I ever recovered. We did start kissing again and I liked it very much. But you'll
NEVER hear me say.... "I'm a good kisser." Nope! Never! LOL! I don't think I could proudly say, Yes I'm the best kisser... or even a good kisser. I'm not gonna lie to you, the thought of kissing someone new
scares me. What if the person I attempt to kiss feels that the first kiss will tell them everything about our relationship in the future? I haven't been kissed in years (my fault I assure you) and I KNOW I'm gonna fumble that one when my next opportunity comes. Just because I will be extremely vulnerable and insecure about my skills. I just hope it doesn't matter in the end.... hope springs eternal!
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