The love is failing me

I always thought that if u shower someone with love u will get it back.
But I guess today I stand corrected twice!
No 1 told me u cant love a man who doesnt know what love is.
Or that at some point he would show up n ur seed.
Lovin that man felt right bcuz n my heart I knew I was givin him something hes nvr experienced.
Showerin his seed with all the love I couldnt give him gave me an outlet to leave him.
But here I sit today with no outlet and only pain
Whenever he says go hard, my heart says no
But I guess we're dealin with him, so he should know
Sittin here on the floor feelin like I've failed.
My love is failin me, how on earth do I win?

Not feeling the Love 2nite!

I dont like to scream
I like to talk and to be heard
I like to understand how a person is feeling
What's goin on in their mind
But if u shut down on me neither one of us wins
Now I'm yelling out of frustration
Lack of understanding in the air
Ur lookin at the people around u
Thinkin they got it better than u
U dont realize how good u had it
Ur messin up
Fix it!

Hello

So this will be my first of many things that I cant say on FB BUT! I guess I can say them here. Welcome to my world!