Love

"Love"

[Verse 1]

I used to think that I wasn't fine enough
And I used to think that I wasn't wild enoughBut I won't waste my time tryin' to figure out
Why you playing games, whats this all about
And I can't believe,
Your hurting me
I met your girl, what a difference
What you see in her
You ain't seen in me
But i guess it was all just make-believe
[Chorus]

Oh, Love
Never knew what I was missing
But I knew once we start kissin'
I found..... I found you......
Love
Never knew what I was missin'
But I knew once we start kissin'
I found..... I found you.....

[Verse 2]

Now you're gone, what am I gonna do
So empty
My heart, my soul can't go on
Go on without you....
My rainy days fade away when you,
Come around please tell me baby
Why you go so far away
Why you go...

[Chorus]

Love......
Never knew what I was missing
But I knew once we start kissin'
I found..... I found you......
Love
Never knew what I was missin'
But I knew once we start kissin'
I found..... I found you.....

Who would have known.
I'd find you.

Now you're gone, what am I gonna do
So empty
My heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
Rainy days fade away
When you come around
Say your here to stay
With me boy
I don't want you to leave me
I need you.........

[Chorus]

Love ~ Keyshia Cole http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/keyshiacole/love.html

 

Self Reflection

In the course of being me I realized something important about me. I thought (and I dont know why) I was a pretty good communicator. But the other day going over my past relationships I noticed that this trait has deminished quickly. My communication skills have pretty much disappeared. Too many battle scars I guess. And then it doesnt help to realize (although I already knew, but this was a brutal reminder) that age does not denote maturity.
When I look back on my life its a wonder I talk to people at all. I have a bunch of chips on my shoulders. And a few friendships that faded away to things of the past. Some uncontrollably and others, its just better to let them go. I could see the ineviditable coming. When it comes down to it. I'm just tired. Tired of people and tired of drama.
I realize that I have my own special way of seeing things. My own special way of processing things. Attempts to change my thinking are truly futile. Most people want you to think like them or they judge you for thinking differently. I'm tired of the whole charade.
Down the rabbit hole I go, maybe I'll resurface on Ground Hogs Day. But I'm really cool off of those who cant let me be, and work out my issues naturally.
Matters of the heart are always difficult to decide for. To have the weight of the world also looming over you is too much to bare.

PayPhone - Maroon 5

Payphone"(feat. Wiz Khalifa)

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.

You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like thisAll those fairy tales are full of it.
 One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.

You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like thisAll those fairy tales are full of it.
 One more stupid love song, I'll be sickNow I'm at a payphone

[Wiz Khalifa:]
Man, f... that s...
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button

Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my shirt,
You can tell it I'm ballin.

Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
that little piece of s... with you.

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like thisAll those fairy tales are full of it.
 One more stupid love song, I'll be sickNow I'm at a payphone.....