New Boyfriend

What's the best way to get over an old boyfriend???? THAT RIGHT! Move on to the new boyfriend. What's the saying you cant keep a good woman down? Its so true. I'm all smiles at all the possibilities!

Pathetic

So you see this hand right here pointing at me. This pathetic excuse for a man really tried to pull this stunt on me. Did you really resort to complete and total disrespect. At first I got MAD at the fist and I wanted to respond in RAGE! But then I realized something and it calmed me down. Look at that fist. What do you see? YES! The protruding finger point at your which initially gets all of our attention right! OK, and then you see the thumb nail. But what about those three fingers? Who are they pointing at? You stick one finger at me not realizing the THREE pointing back at you! Any time a person resorts to trying to rob you of your self worth is only an example of how worthless they feel. If you were content with yourself how could you possibly attempt something that should be so beneath you and I? Your transference of aggression will not work here. You feel worthless and out of control! You feel like a loser! How dare I be happy and content in my life without you? I should be all broken up because you "say" you don't want me. Like I told you, I DON'T WANT YOU! And anything you say to me is irrelevant. Please think about the next word that you choose because they can and WILL be held against YOU!

A real Boy

This morning I was thinking about how you're a real boy. A real live fleshly person, with feelings and emotions. And no matter how hard you try, you cant mask them from me. You get angry because although you try to play those big boy games, when it comes to me your under belly is exposed. Now let me admit to you, my intentions towards you were the same. Let me tell you I wasn't looking at you as the real person you are. I was simply looking for a fix to fill in the blank at the moment. HORRIBLE I know, and didn't I learn my lesson the last time I went there with you. Hey, I'm imperfect, do we ever truly learn? Seems like I keep bumping my head when it comes to you. You pretend like you're OK with being a toy. And you keep fighting the struggle within to be acknowledged as a real boy. Sweetheart, you're fighting a losing battle. Sweetheart, you're fighting a battle that you cant win. Sooner or later you gotta drop your shields and let someone in. Sooner or later you gotta learn to stop pushing everyone away. Instead of getting better, with time you've only gotten worse. And if you don't stop it you will be alone. But as for me, since you've still got so much to figure out on your journey I cant be a party to it. Sorry sweetheart I gotta go the other way. if you need me, tell me. If you want me, say it. But reading your mind I cant. Taking a back seat to your craziness I can not. Waiting for you to materialize is like watching paint dry, long tedious and boring! As much as it hurts me to leave you like this, I gotta move on.

Giving Up!

Giving up is hard to do
When you really love someone
Giving up .... so hard to do
When you still depend upon
His warm and tender touch
His kiss and his hug..........his caress
Oooooh that used to mean so much
And bring you happiness
Woooo ooooooooh

Giving up, so hard to do
I've tried
But it just ain't no use
Giving up, so hard to do
I said I've tried
But it just ain't no use
But my light of hope is burning dim
But
But in my heart I pray
That my love and faith in the man
My love...will bring him back someday

I'm talking 'bout when you really love someone

Whether
Whether he knows or not
He really needs me tooThe man is all I got
Yes he is
And giving, giving up is hard to do
Giving up
So hard to do
Heey...giving up
So very hard to do
I said I've tried
Hey, but I just can't get loose
Giving up
So hard for me to do
I don't want to lose you
Cause you mean so much to me

http://www.stlyrics.com/songs/d/donnyhathaway6550/givingup248218.html

U + UR HaNd!

Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Check it out
Going out
On the late night
Looking tight
Feeling nice
It's a **** fight
I can tell
I just know
That it's going down
Tonight
At the door we don't wait cause we know them
At the bar six shots just beginning
That's when dick head put his hands on me
But you see

I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh

Midnight
I'm drunk
I don't give a ***k
Wanna dance
By myself
Guess you're outta luck
Don't touch
Back up
I'm not the one
Buh bye
Listen up it's just not happening
You can say what you want to your boyfriends
Just let me have my fun tonight
Aiight

I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight

Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Break break
Break it down

In the corner with your boys you bet 'em five bucks
You'd get the girl that just walked in but she thinks you suck
We didn't get all dressed up just for you to see
So quit spilling your drinks on me yeah

You know who you are
High fivin, talking ****, but you're going home alone arentcha?

Cause I'm not here for your entertainment
No
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
It's just you and your hand

I'm not here for your entertainment
No no no
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
Just take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Yeah oh
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/pink/uurhand.html

So just in case you couldnt tell.... I'm hurting over here. But I'll be ok!

SO WHAT!!!!!!!!

Na na na na na na na na na na na na [x2]
I guess I just lost my husband,
I don't know where he went,
So I'm gonna drink my money,
I'm not gonna pay his rent,
I got a brand new attitude and
I'm gonna wear it tonight,
I wanna get in trouble,
I wanna start a fight,
na na na na na na na I wanna start a fight,
na na na na na na na I wanna start a fight.

[Chorus:]
So, so what
I'm still a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I don't need you,
And guess what,
I'm having more fun,
And now that we’re done,
I'm gonna show you tonight,
I'm alright,
I'm just fine,
And you're a tool,
So, so what,
I am a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I don't want you tonight.

(Uh check my flow, aw)
The waiter just took my table,
And gave it to Jessica Simps (shit!),
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy,
At least he'll know how to hit,
What if this song's on the radio,
then somebody's gonna die,
I'm gonna get in trouble,
My ex will start a fight,
na na na na na na na he's gonna start a fight,
na na na na na na na we're all gonna get in a fight!

[Chorus]

You weren't there,
You never were,
You want it all,
But that's not fair,
I gave you life,
I gave my all,
You weren't there,
You let me fall.

[Chorus]

No, no, no, no
I don't want you tonight,
You weren't there,
I'm gonna show you tonight,
I'm alright,
And you're a tool,
And your a tool,
So, so what,
I am a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I don't want you tonight!

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/pink/sowhat.html

Rolling in the Deep!

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, it's bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go 'head and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare
See how I leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And it's bringing me out the dark
The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have it all(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)You had my heart inside your hand(You're gonna wish you never had met me)And you played it, to the beat(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one on you
And I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Make a home down there
As mine sure won't be shared

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love remind me of us
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)You had my heart inside your hand(You're gonna wish you never had met me)And you played it, to the beat(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)Could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
But you played it, with a beating
Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look forTurn my sorrow into treasured gold
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

But you played it
You played it
You played it
You played it to the beat.
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/adele/rollinginthedeep.html