Ordinary People

[Verse 1]
Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

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Read between the lines

Obviously someone has told you wrong. It has taken awhile but I am not that little girl who was so in-love with you that it didn't matter that you didn't have the same love for me back. You have come to me with no real offer, nothing that I long for today. I guess if I wasn't selfish we would be PERFECT for each other... but alas I am. My love has to mutually transpire on a level you cannot reach... Read between the lines sweetheart, we may love each other. But we're not properly suited... step back and do the right thing.

Time and space

Although I had companions in my life, my family wasn't complete. A silent request to my father provided for an escape for me within my ambiguous state. After many years of growing falling in and out of love with you. Here we sit today, separate and a part. Try to fight it, I will not. Accept it I will. Truth is, our time has come and past. Guess I was the last to know it, guess I was the last to understand it. After conversing with my Father I get it, let it go I will. What we had was special but not applicable today. Time and space separate us. Circumstance and realities take us to separate sides of the fence. Nothing to be angry about, its just the way things happen sometimes.

The Watchers

Irritation in my skin and soul. I know that blogs are public. I know that anyone could stumble across this. Anyone could discover my thoughts and even watch them evolve. BUT what bothers me is the people who repeatedly visit maybe even anonymously follow, but don't make their selves known. Judging and reading in private, sneaking to understand me, but an occasional "hey" would be nice. So for those who actually take the time to drop a line even if its only once in a blue moon, thank you for making your presence known. For those who read, come back and read more, but NEVER SPEAK!!!!! Hmmmmmm.... I think I'm gonna shut this one down open a completely new one and not leave a trail like I have now... if your stalker ways lead you to my new spot... I guess that shows how ridiculous you are.

DEEP BREATH!!!!! DEEP BREATH!!!! DEEP BREATH!!!!!

OK so now that I got that out of the way, where I am serious that bothers me. I'm OK...

I guess that tomorrow I will figure out what I plan to do about this page.... Maybe I'm too emotional.